Evening Prayer
How can we blame you for
what we have made of you,
war, panic rulings, desperate purity?
Who can
blame us? Lord knows, we are afraid of time,
terrible, wonderful time,
the only thing not yours.
Granted, we heard what we wanted to hear,
were
sentenced, therefore, to our own strange systems
whose main belief was that
we should believe.
You, of course, are not
religious, don't need any rules
that can be disobeyed, have no special
people,
and since a god, choosing (this the myths got right),
becomes
human, avoided choices
in general, which is why there is Everything,
even
imagination, which thinks it imagines
what isn't, an error you leave
uncorrected.
The rumor you were dead,
you, I think,
suggested, letting us go with only Pray
into what
you had made. By which you meant,
I know, nothing the divine
accountants
could tote up on their abaci click click,
but to
widen like a pupil in the dark.
To be a lake, on which the overhanging
pine,
the late-arriving stars, and all the news of men,
weigh as they
will, are peacefully received,
to hear within the silence not quite
silence
your prayer to us, Live kindly, live.
~ James Richardson
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