How the Rainbow
Works
(for Jean Cook,
on learning
of her mother's death)
Mostly we occupy ocular
zones, clinging
only to what we think we can see.
We can't see wind or
waves of thought,
electrical fields or atoms dancing;
only what they do or
make us believe.
Look on all of life as color
-
vibratile movement, heart-centered,
from invisibility to the merely
visible.
Never mind what happens when one of us dies.
Where were you
before you even get born?
Where am I and all the unseeable souls
we love
at this moment, or loathed
before birth? Where are we right
now?
Everything that ever
happened either
never did or always will with variations.
Let's put it
another way: Nothing ever
happened that wasn't dreamed, that
wasn't
sketched from the start with artful surprises.
Think of the dreamer
as God, a painter,
a ham, to be sure, but a divine old master
whose medium
is light and who sidesteps
tedium by leaving room both inside and
outside
this picture for subjects and scenery to wing it.
Look on death as living
color too: the dyeing
of fabric, submersion into a temporary sea,
a
spectruming beyond the reach of sensual
range which, like time, is chained to
change;
the strange notion that everything we've
ever done or been un
until now is past
history, is gone away, is bleached, bereft,
perfect,
laving the scene clean to freshen
with pigment and space and leftover
light.
~ Al Young
~
(In the wonderful anthology,
Soul Food,
ed. by Neil Astley and Pamela
Robertson-Pearce)
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