I Praise My
Destroyer
How can it all end,
the
moon making foil of the blueblack sea,
at twilight the sandbars holding
lavender
among turquoise shadows,
pastels of water lidded by pastels of
sky
and, at angle, moon shimmer snaking to the horizon?
By the dockside, a
diver kneels at his tank,
to test the regulator, as if taking
communion.
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How can it all end,
the
cabbage whites aflutter
like tissue-papers
lofting to Heaven in a Japanese
temple,
the yellow roses numbingly fragrant
and even the spiky
conifer
whispering scent.
I praise my
destroyer.
The sea turtle's revenge
is to dwell at equal measures
from
the grave. Our cavernous brains
won't save us in the end,
though,
heaven knows, they enhance the drama.
Despite passion's rule, deep
play
and wonder, worry hangs
like a curtain of trembling beads
across
every doorway.
But there was never a dull
torment,
and it was grace to live
among the fruits of summer, to love by
design,
and walk the startling Earth
for what seemed
an endless
resurrection of days.
I praise life's bright
catastrophes,
and all the ceremonies of grief.
I praise our real estate -
a shadow and a grave.
I praise my destroyer,
and will continue
praising
until hours run like mercury
through my fingers, hope flares a
final time
into the last throes of innocence,
and all the coins of sense
are spent.
~ Diane Ackerman
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(I Praise My
Destroyer)
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