It Was Like This: You Were
Happy
It was like this:
you
were happy, then you were sad,
then happy again, then not.
It went on.
You were
innocent or you were guilty.
Actions were taken, or not.
At times you spoke, at other
times you were silent.
Mostly, it seems you were silent -- what could you
say?
Now it is almost
over.
Like a lover, your life
bends down and kisses your life.
It does this not in
forgiveness --
between you, there is nothing to forgive --
but with the
simple nod of a baker at the moment
he sees the bread is finished with
transformation.
Eating, too, is now a thing
only for others.
It doesn't matter what they
will make of you
or your days: they will be wrong,
they will miss the
wrong woman, miss the wrong man,
all the stories they tell will be tales of
their own invention.
Your story was this: you
were happy, then you were sad,
you slept, you awakened.
Sometimes you ate
roasted chestnuts, sometimes persimmons.
~ Jane Hirshfield
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