O May I Join the Choir
Invisible!
Longum illud dempus, quum
non ero,
magis me movet, quam hoc exiguum.*
Cicero, Ad Atticum
12:18
O may I join the choir
invisible
Of those immortal dead who live again
In minds made better by
their presence; live
In pulses stirred to generosity,
In deeds of daring
rectitude, in scorn
Of miserable aims that end with self,
In thoughts
sublime that pierce the night like stars,
And with their mild persistence
urge men's minds
To vaster issues.
So to live is heaven:
To
make undying music in the world,
Breathing a beauteous order that controls
With growing sway the growing life of man.
So we inherit that sweet
purity
For which we struggled, failed and agonized
With widening
retrospect that bred despair.
Rebellious flesh that would not be subdued,
A vicious parent shaming still its child,
Poor, anxious penitence is
quick dissolved;
Its discords, quenched by meeting harmonies,
Die in the
large and charitable air;
And all our rarer, better, truer self,
That
sobbed religiously in yearning song,
That watched to ease the burden of the
world,
Laboriously tracing what must be,
And what may yet be better--saw
rather
A worthier image for the sanctuary
And shaped it forth before the
multitude,
Divinely human, raising worship so
To higher reverence more
mixed with love--
That better self shall live till human Time
Shall fold
its eyelids, and the human sky
Be gathered like a scroll within the tomb
Unread forever.
This is life to come,
Which martyred men have made more glorious
For us who strive to follow.
May I reach
That purest
heaven--be to other souls
The cup of strength in some great agony,
Enkindle generous ardor, feed pure love,
Beget the smiles that have no
cruelty,
Be the sweet presence of a good diffused,
And in diffusion ever
more intense!
So shall I join the choir invisible
Whose music is the
gladness of the world.
~ George Eliot (Mary Ann
Evans) ~
(Poems of George
Eliot)
* "The great extent of time
when I shall no longer be alive
moves me more than
this paltry span."
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