Migration
This year Marie drives back
and forth
from the hospital room of her dying friend
to the office of the
adoption agency.
I bet sometimes she doesn't
know
what threshold she is waiting at --
the hand of her sick friend,
hot with fever;
the theoretical baby just a lot of paperwork so
far.
But next year she might be
standing by a grave,
wearing black with a splash of
banana vomit on
it,
the little girl just
starting to say Sesame Street
and Cappuccino latte grande
Mommy.
The future ours for a while to hold, with its heaviness
--
and hope moving from one
location to another
like the holy ghost that it is.
~ Tony Hoagland
~
( What Narcissism Means to Me:
Poems)
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