Rebus
You work with what you are
given,
the red clay of grief,
the black clay of stubbornness going on
after.
Clay that tastes of care or carelessness,
clay that smells of the
bottoms of rivers or dust.
Each thought is a life you
have lived or failed to live,
each word is a dish you have eaten or left on
the table.
There are honeys so bitter
no one would willingly choose to
take them.
The clay takes them: honey of weariness, honey of vanity,
honey
of cruelty, fear.
This rebus-slip and
stubbornness,
bottom of river, my own consumed life -
when will I learn to
read it
plainly, slowly, uncolored by hope or desire?
Not to understand
it, only to see.
As water given sugar
sweetens, given salt grows salty,
we become our choices.
Each yes, each no
continues,
this one a ladder, that one an anvil or cup.
The ladder leans into its
darkness.
The anvil leans into its silence.
The cup sits
empty.
How can I enter this
question the clay has asked?
~ Jane Hirshfield
~
(Given Sugar, Given
Salt)
(Rebus -- "A representation of words in the form
of pictures or symbols, often presented as a puzzle.")
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