The Hammock
When I lay my head in my
mother's lap
I think how day hides the stars,
the way I lay hidden once,
waiting
inside my mother's singing to herself. And I remember
how she
carried me on her back
between home and the kindergarten,
once each
morning and once each afternoon.
I don't know what my
mother's thinking.
When my son lays his head in
my lap, I wonder:
Do his father's kisses keep his father's worries
from
becoming his? I think, Dear God, and remember
there are stars we
haven't heard from yet:
They have so far to arrive. Amen,
I
think, and I feel almost comforted.
I've no idea what my child
is thinking.
Between two unknowns, I live
my life.
Between my mother's hopes, older than I am
by coming before me,
and my child's wishes, older than I am
by outliving me. And what's it
like?
Is it a door, and good-bye on either side?
A window, and eternity on
either side?
Yes, and a little singing between two great rests.
~ Li-Young Lee
~
(Book of My
Nights)
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