The Unnamable
River
1.
Is it in the anthracite face
of a coal miner,
crystallized in the veins and lungs of a steel
worker,
pulverized in the grimy hands of a railroad engineer?
Is it in a child naming
a star, coconuts washing
ashore, dormant in a volcano along the Rio
Grande?
You can travel the four
thousand miles of the Nile
to its source and never find it.
You can climb
the five highest peaks of the Himalayas
and never recognize it.
You can
gaze though the largest telescope
and never see it.
But it's in the capillaries
of your lungs.
It's in the space as you slice open a lemon.
It's in a
corpse burning on the Ganges,
in rain splashing on banana
leaves.
Perhaps you have to know you
are about to die
to hunger for it. Perhaps you have to go
alone in
the jungle armed with a spear
to truly see it. Perhaps you have
to
have pneumonia to sense its crush.
But it's also in the scissor
hands of a clock.
It's in the precessing motion of a top
when a torque
makes the axis of rotation describe a cone:
and the cone spinning on a point
gathers
past, present, future.
2.
In a crude theory of
perception, the apple you
see is supposed to be a copy of the actual
apple,
but who can step out of his body to compare the two?
Who can step
out of his life and feel
the Milky Way flow out of his hands?
An unpicked apple dies on a
branch:
that is all we know of it.
It turns black and hard, a corpse on
the Ganges.
Then go ahead and map out three thousand miles of the
Yantze;
walk each inch, feel its surge and
flow as you feel the surge and
flow in your own body.
And the spinning cone of a
precessing top
is a form of existence that gathers and spins death and life
into one.
It is in the duration of words, but beyond words -
river river
river, river river.
The coal miner may not know he has it.
The steel
worker may not know he has it.
The railroad engineer may not know he has
it.
But it is there. It is in the smell
of an avocado blossom, and
in the true passion of a kiss.
~ Arthur Sze ~
(The Redshifting
Web)
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