Today I Have No
Wisdom
I have walked blessed and
bareheaded
on the seashore
with as little wisdom as the opened clam
its
dead mouth streaming with sand
or the birds half sunk
in shallow halls of
wood-trunk and tide pool.
I have listened with the
small acuity of
crabshell on rock
of water falling through sand
of the
tide coming home
to welcome on by boot-tops
and always
moving
everywhere
the sea air is running hands over my open
neck.
I have never learned to
tread quietly here
where sounds are always rushing on the beach
or upward
with the gulls,
on an open beach
a voice can be tenacious in the
wind
and the chest heaves to snatch a breath
and cry
again.
For today I have no wisdom
but that of sand
heaving from some dream that sleeps beneath the
tide
until I come with my voice bellowing
and my small child's
heart
and I walk through the sea-spume
like a man walking through
sparks
or an intense fire where the heart ignites
and explodes leaving
nothing
not an ember of wisdom to warm me
It is all consumed in the
moment
the dazzling
upward
flame of pure
presence.
~ David Whyte
~
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