Under One Small
Star
My apologies to chance for calling it necessity.
My apologies
to necessity if I'm mistaken, after all.
Please, don't be angry, happiness,
that I take you as my due.
May my head be patient with the way my memories
fade.
My apologies to time for all the world I overlook each second.
My
apologies to past loves for thinking that the latest is the first.
Forgive
me, distant wars, for bringing flowers home.
Forgive me, open wounds, for
pricking my finger.
I apologize for my record of minuets to those who cry
from the depths.
I apologize to those who wait in railway stations for being
asleep today at five a.m.
Pardon me, hounded hope, for laughing from time to time.
Pardon
me, deserts, that I don't rush to you bearing a spoonful of water.
And you,
falcon, unchanging year after year, always in the same cage,
your gaze always
fixed on the same point in space,
forgive me, even if it turns out you were
stuffed.
My apologies to the felled tree for the table's four legs.
My
apologies to great questions for small answers.
Truth, please don't pay me
much attention.
Dignity, please be magnanimous.
Bear with me, O mystery of existence, as I pluck the
occasional thread from your train.
Soul, don't take offense that I've only
got you now and then.
My apologies to everything that I can't be everywhere
at once.
My apologies to everyone that I can't be each woman and each
man.
I know I won't be justified as long as I live,
since I myself stand
in my own way.
Don't bear me ill will, speech, that I borrow weighty
words,
then labor heavily so that they may seem light.
~ Wislawa Szymborska
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